And wonder when I let her fall
When our friendship was no longer enough to keep her here
I wonder how many times I said I loved her
and she just said "I know"
Apparently love isnt enough anymore-
Or maybe she just couldnt admit she didnt understand.
I wonder why I didn'y stop her
When I saw what she did to herself
Maybe I thought the pain would bring her back
I dont know
I wonder why I never said a word to anyone
Why I thought it wasn't my place
I called it loyalty
The ultimate betrayal
Betrayal of the sacred bonds of friendship
Friends should protect each other-
Even from themselves.
and I didnt
what kind of friend am I?
(three month anniversary of Kayla's death)